Im sorry ,

Hey , tmr is the new year alr . happy new year eve everyone (:

woke up with joy (: as someone smsed me , totally unexpected , but what to do now ?

im seriously damn confused , do you want her , or me ? your nothing but a two timer . going with 2 people at one time . you said you will change . i dont believe you anymore . infact , i dont believe in anyone anymore .

tmr im gonna start afresh . im gonna forget about the past . seriously this year (for the 100000th time) is a super super suxx year . i know . im alr counted as lucky , but i seriously dont believe in love anymore . i would just remember that you were once mine , but now , i dont owe u anything anymore , and i wont care about you either . i know you like someone else . i just wish both of you good luck yea . if we still cant be friends , i understand . ._. . you promised me last night you wont go out with that girl anymore , i think today you would still . forget it .

this would be my last post of the year . i hope next year would be better for me . no more depression . and how i wish i can talk to jay now >: he went missing . he always cheers me up ):

okay , now erasing all th unhappy stuff .

Hello everyone , woke up early today (actually being forced to hahahahaha) . changed blogskin ? :D you likey ? (: hahahaha . omg , talking to dylan daddy is so fun . we talk about sushi and unagi and ramen noodles :D HAHAHA .

would someone bring me to watch alvin and th chipmunks 2 ? <: please oh please

yep , christmas has alr been ruined for me , i dont want to ruin new year too . so gonna try to be in a happy mood <: woooo ~ . i gotta find new people to sms >: unfortunately some people dont like me smsing them (besides audeline who is always happy for no reason) .

and for fcuk sake , someone talk to me please >: i need to erase everything in my mind . ): . i seriously want to wash everything away . im being super moody now . someone cheer me up >: .

haha okay nevermind ._. . tonite probably gonna go out to countdown . hoping to see some friends <: .

byebye

Hello(:

Hai peoples~

Veryy boredd at home.. Nothin to do O:
Wanna watch Alvin Chipmunks 2 >:[

Lastly..
I LOVE DARREN BELI BELI MUCH! :D
Kays, nothing much to elaborate . BYEBYE

A Picture of Darren (:

a7x D: !!! WHY YOU DIEEEE >: . i want you to sing to me dear god naoo ): ! -sniffsniff- . summore you die without telling me >:l .

RIP a7x <3>

im prolly going cycling today . my blog is dead alr ): super dead . and i didnt do anything fun recently o-o BYEBYE

2012 , imma start afresh

HELLO ! (:

this year pass dam fast cans ): . but pass faster better , haha this year unlucky !! -big smile :D-

anyways hope next year would be better year for me ! O: . this year srsly suxxx T____T ,

just came back from prefect Agm . haha finally got my badge ! (: . wonder wher he is now O: .

and i give up on you okay , always trying to give me false hopes D:< . angry riaos . !!!!

WISH ALL OF YOU HAPPY NEW YEAR :D . currently waiting for chinese new year hahahaha . and i dont believe in relationships anymore . just hurting .

wish you and her happy tgt . last luuuuung ah (: , youll still be my one of a kind friend (:

im gonna find something to do now , and waste my time away . seriously im suffering from depression , a little bit only haha :D

BUAIX .

WOOOO LOL

HELLO HAHAHA .

YENGYENGPOON HAS FINALLY RECOVERED FROM HER DEPRESSION . HAHAHAHA .

okays im so bored . im gonna watch hi my sweetheart :X . idk why , but you shouldnt use what i tell you to go spread D: . i get jealous easy .

YES LA I SELFISH D:<

hahas gonna watch now . super funny .

dalung dalung ,

dalung dalung dalung ,

hahahahahaha buaix ! :D

oh yea salt died , poor turtle . rip :D . ill take good care of your bf .

Merry christmas (: -bells ringing-

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

my miracle didnt happen , im so sad , but let nature do it (: . hmmm . i slept early last night . hope my mood will be better today (: im giving up on someone special , starting everything new . from 2010 onwards . i hope life will be better then (: .

hahaha ive always been giving myself excuses by saying this year is my 13 bdae . 13 is an unlucky number (: haha .

To be honest , ive never been in love for so long before O: well i promise you , ill get over it . if you happen to read this (: .

merry christmas everyone . wish you all a happy new year ^_^ . love you glenn bahbah :D

loves <3

Once gone , you cant go back

HELLO . im blogging rah :D . hahaha . my blog still dead okay !!

today woke up at 6 . had to wake stupid darren up cause i know he will oversleep . and yes he did -.- . hais . den bathed and walked to sch at 6.45am . darren tell me wait cause he want walk wib me to sch . but i never lol . in the end i tell him run but he dowan . so met him at sch .

i was earlier than weiying !! :D hahaha .

saw chester at canteen . he tell me dominic told him to come to the golf fair or smth . but in the end cancelled haha . so poor chester just stay in sch and dream :D . chatted with him while waiting for weiying . lmao .

den checked attire den go off for duty . i was doing duty with lailal . stand outside general office to help parents and their child :D . haha . saw 3 mcs ! Only one looked familiar hahas .

Duty was tiring ! O:< .

awhile later weiying came . she stop duty alr uh >: . den isabelle said we could go . elmer offered to take my bag so i gave him . den he toss around with his bag (WE SAME BAG >:l) . haha den very confusing . he keep wan go ppl house lol .

Went home , slept awhile cause not feeling well . had sore throat . hoho .

basically slacked the whole day :D . wooooooo ! but i never play com okay . i guai ^^ .

if im not wrong , alvin and the chipmunk 2 come out alr . anyone wanna watch wib me ? (: . heehee .

okay gtg now ! BYEBYE .

They say they have seen angels , but i have seen thee

HELLO . im blogging sia ! HAHAHA .

my blog is officially dead ): . hais im trying to make it alive as much as i can >: .

please keep on tagging my blog <: . as passerby also can :D haha .

im confirmed as prefect ! but i dont wanna go sch .

ill have to remove my hot red nailpolish that i tested in robinsons that day . (N) .

hahas okay gtg ! byebye ! :D

Love hurts .

HELLO ! finally my blog so colourful :X . idk why , government waste money to decorate trees . den after christmas all taken down . find it a waste actually . they should give it to poor people who really need lights ): . haha .

my blog is dead . -breaks down and cry- .

audeline is gone . i cant call her and sing christmas song alr T_____T . mayb i shall call xiomara cheerios , hawhawhaw . den ill disturb her :D .

ytd my aunty treated us to some abalone thing in orchard central . ah xia tian something rah >:l . 1 level ontop rockclimbing ther .

oooo so funny . all their dishes give 1 abalone . super good :D . $$$$$$$$ hahahaha .

ate le den went shopping ! bought Slippers from cotton on , my bro and father was in the games shop finding ps3 games -.- why cant they just get a wii ? wii so much fun okay ): . ps3 hor , hais i never touch for so long . not even the controllers man . all guy games D: even barbie better lo .

den while walking and stoning in the games shop, saw this super cute mnm earphones ! for 9.90$$$ only ! :D . saw one blogshop sell at $10.80 -.- . wow

http://media.photobucket.com/image/M%252526m%20earphones/thatinthing/MP3%20Players/MMEarphone03.jpg

hahas . walked to 313 somerset den to centerpoint . in robinsons saw this nailpolish . one coat only to see the colour :D . dam ex $12.90 . den itried . den i force my bro to put pink hahahaha . see !

PINK AND BLUE SIA . den every passerby laugh at him . dam ps hahaha .

while driving some noob girl driver highlighted the girl for some reason O_O (donno what it means) den he whine down the window and point middle finger LMAO . den they race around . scary D: .

hahas okay . shall go ga now . since someone dowan pei me . would rather flirt . grrrrrrrr >:l .

BYE CHARMAGNE BYEBYEBYE ILY x3 . OUR ANNIVERSARY ON 7TH OF MARCH HOR . I WANT ABALONE , SHARKS FIN , BIRDS NEST AND GINSENG HAHAHAHA .

hello people !!!! sorry i forget to blog ;3

now there is a steamboat party in my house . the kiddies are so cute :D , competing who jump higher (how many steps) on the staircase . one day everything is going to collapse i tell you . i haven eaten dinner cos got so many ppl . ill eat when everyone finishes . and im having gastric now >:

playing ga to waste my time . i just realise facebook has habbo (laughs)

the children very noisy ): they think i feed my turtles with waterbabies )': . (ONCE ACCIDENTALLY) .

and its a week to christmas , those who received my sms , hope you liked it <: . i sang it so much that my mom found it noisy and irritating :X . hahas . you guys spammed my fone too <: .

i have th urge to change my name to Mary in ga :D . den glenn papa will be my sheep . glenn bahbah . he pees on newspaper hahahas . charmagne u so chio *_* . lmao

btw thanks for the blog post audeline ! ily ttm ! x3 HUGS&KISSES

i still love you , but i know i dont have a chance anymore , you deserve someone better than me , ill always be happy for you ,

HI HI AUDELINE HERE! :D

sorry today cant go, stupid weather. ):
hmmm anyway, tomorrow i'll be gone at 5 am, so cant talk to you anymore. ):
heh sad.
i'll try to message you though. 8D
kk take care, byeeee! <3

1 more day to class outing ! :D ! charmagne pwease pwease pwease go >: !

now adays super sian -.- . never do anything .

im currently in a bad mood cause of SOMEONE >:l !!! trying to make me jealous hmph .

!@#$^&*)__+

sowwies i forget to blog , my plurk also die riaos :D .

ZOMOK . HAHA .

got another dream again . somehow i was in disneyland (DIDNT LOOK LIKE DISNEYLAND AT ALL) . got this murderer thing . and alot of deaths in that dream . very scary . th murdururrrr after me D: ! OHNOSE .

hahahs okay , IM STUDYING . HAHAHA .

having steamboat now <:

RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,RAMENNOODLES,

BYEBYE !!!

Dreams are real O:

helloooo !!!!!!

ive been having weird dreams lately .

1 - Aden (some gangster fren of mine) came outside my house and start scolding vulgar -.- ! den my father saw . den he go talk to aden . aden also threaten me before to beat me up and lynnette . wahs -.- . but this time i guess is because i dowan tell him what sch my brother go . shhh O:

2 - My kindergarden friend (I HAVE SUCH GREAT MEMORY) left a cup of bubbletea outside my house , saying its for me , with her name . den i told my maid to bring it in because i needed to go to the toilet :X . hahas den when i come out the bubbletea turn into a giant plastic container (like a tank but plastic) with alittle bit of water , den i saw tadpoles (black) , green fishes (LIKE FROGS THAT TYPE ) and some like tadpoles but bigger with from legs growing out . whlao is like dam scary cans -.- . den the frogs keep jumping . den i would like feel there iis always a frog in my mouth -.- den i will see and den really got frog .

DAM GROSS .

and the rest of the dreams i forgot , cause these 2 have a GREAT IMPACT on me >:[

heh , and im wondering ah , how come no one dreams of me >: ? (maybe audeline)

i even dream of my KINDERGARDEN FRIEND LEH . lol . ohmy O: .

and sometimes i realise hor , the dreams i had really happen -.- like at the same moment and place , and time and all . its scary you know . it has alr happened like 4-5 times !!!!

oh and another thing ,

the scurvy song is stuck in my head -.- .

i was like singing it in my mind last night while im in bed , trying to sleep . and then after i sing the song like 5 times . i then realise what i was doing -.- !!!!

"WHAT AM I DOING ?!" i thought to myself . -.- ALL PINK FAULT LAAA . >:[

u know i can remember the lyrics ?!! I SING TO YOU .

our gums are black our teeth are falling out !
weve got spots on our backs so give it up and shout !
we got scurvy we need some vitamin c !
we got scurvy we need a lemon tree -.-
we got scurvy we're just chilling on the sea !!!

a pirate aint worthy .
till he has got some scurvy
since you got scurvy on your nervy when u sing that song .
scurvy (scurvy)
we got scurvy (scurvy)
we got scurvy (scurvy)
we got scurvy (scurvy)

ps: i typed this out myself , not copy from lyrics . im not lying .

HAHA THATS ALL .

ILY .

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Updated after about 30secs i published the post :

i just realise audeline was also talking about dreams ! ^^ .

THIS IS SUPER EMBARASSING LOL .

I CANNOT BELIEVE IT YOU KNOW . PINK LEH . haiyoo .

btw , wtf is scurvy ?!?!?! O_O .

anyways , i love the sims :D . dl custom content and all ,

im so sorry for the way i treated you , ive made the wrong choice , now i cant turn things the back they were ,

remember we used to call each other late late at night and then see who could say hi at the highest pitch ? >: . i seriously regret breaking up with you . i know what i do now cant change anything . im just sorry for the way i treated you >: .

you were the only one who cared about whether i ate dinner anot , threatening to punish me and all . i could see you cared . and the cookie you bought for me <: . but i guess u deserve a better girlfriend than me , ): . im a hopeless girl , who doesnt know how to treasure .

that day , you camped outside my house . should have said hi to you , instead of trying to waste ur time , and ur energy . its wrong . when i broke with you , i din know what i was thinking , i was angry at the moment , making wrong decisions . hoping to get back with you the next day . but then i thought , we were good friends . and we seldom fight when we were . and then i made th wrong choice . i couldnt sleep these few days because i was missing you >: . but i just couldnt accept the fact you were ignoring my sms . i understand that you were busy , but i couldnt help it . im sorry .

i remember we would watch taboo together (taboo some kind of freak show , they dont know what their doing -,-) . seeing them do all the weird stuff . like eyeball tattoo . i wanted to do it when im older <: . den i told u but u refused . you wouldnt let me do it . at that point i felt happy that you actually cared . but im gonna do it anyway !!! lol . <: cool mahz .

your a great friend , you cheered me up after i broke up with Malcolm and all . you pei-ed me when malcolm didnt reply my smses too . i guess we can still be friends , but i seriously miss you and im sorry for what ive done , the way i treated you and all . sorryy ): .

i just want to let you know ill be there for you <: . to cheer u up and to disturb you . :D . until all ur hair turn white (hearts)

i know what i do now cant change anything ,

full of regret D:

HEH . im using this pic as my fone wallpaper . how lame can i get ? <: .

LOL . yesterday was horrible . on sat night , went out for sushi tei <: . mmmm . but den . forced to sleep at 10.30 -.- !!!!!!!!!! . but surprisingly , i slept after like 5mins O: . and woke up at

12 -.- . woahzxzx . and is my father wake me up . lol . den study .

oh yes . i couldnt play this weekend cos i did some bad stuff when he was away . so yea . some kind of grounded thing O_O . but now i can play lol . and den watched ice age 3 dvd , den bought food . go j8 and buy books O_O .

idk why , my mom wants to buy as many books from popular than th booklist -.- . idk why . lol .

so yea . most of th books bought . just excersize books yea . but still , alot ppl buy alr :X . heh .

den we went to this pasarmalam thing . bought a PINK <: pouch for my phone .

YAY BARBIEEEEEEEE <3

my blog dead alr T__T .

tmr my father coming back . im going to run away from home super duper soon . heh . (: .

ther goes my freedom . oh btw . i love watermelon gum ! ^__^ .

never go out these few days . nth to blog . blog dead alr D: !

POOKIEMAMA ;D

hey , i seriously no mood to blog now ): very moody and sad

lollipops dying . oh nose ): .